| well.
what's happened?
alot + not much.
uni is done with
results out in december
applying for jobs now
interviews
work
random
life
sleep
photos
mm
my head hurts.
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| but... the 'visited' links appear to turn into larger sized fonts x_O which is annoying :(
i've been looking at the code... and i can't find where it has a different font size... hnmmmm
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| heyo .
i don't blog here very often ... i've moved ... // blog mainly at:
http://mel-xinyi.livejournal.com/
i might update this now and then.. but for now.. the lj is the main place for my randomness :P haha...
and i've attained a twitter account haha
http://twitter.com/bohahism
:)
catch youse around :)
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| shizzle..
umm..
thx for all the comments :)
but yeah... i've realised.. that it's just really me (personally) that has a problem...
i just overeact to these things.. cos i don't expect (yes i'm stupid...) that certain comments will be made.
they are 'complimentary' sort.. but.. i guess... i don't really like // feel comfortable with being complimented? i just feel a bit weird.. or defensive if you like?
guess i've always felt a bit weird about it... haha... especially.. i guess with photos like that.. that hide all the 'bad bits' ... haha.. x_O... yeah
but yeah.. sorry for being immature.. i'll try to be more understanding.. and think things through BEFORE i do them (haha.. thx jmen for the tip :P appreciate it.. )
yeahhh..
photos are... hmm.... misleading i reckon... misconception of who you really are...
thanks + apologies for confusion and all
best of luck for assessments/exams that you have left :)
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| i don't understand why in the world my profile pic had to create so much...
ridiculous...
i don't know
the reaction was just
not expected
at all.
i MEAN
shouldn't i just be able to change my profile pic without it creating such a bladdy uproar?
i don't understand WHY all of this had to happen...
i didn't know that by uploading such a pic... that... all of THIS would happen...
if i had any idea... i wouldn't have uploaded it at all
but as someone said ... it doesn't matter if i take it off now.. i've created 'whatever' it was... already.. x_O
it's ridiculous
blown into ridiculous proportions...
i shouldn't feel as though i have to change it
BUT
due to what's happened
i feel like i MUST change it... do something... to reduce this craziness...
i'm going to be seeing some of them this wkend...
now i'm afraid + massively embarrassed about myself x_O
what can i do?
i'm just.. really worried now x_O
and annoyed at the attention :(
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